Saturday, 21 September 2013

bla bla bla

just a short entry...

today is saturday,and like usual juz me and eyqa stay here at thiz level and this level is soooo quiet without  couple of my frens.There are pros and cons living in  single room btw.You may have your privacy here but at the same time you feel lonely.*sigh

One more thing,i am so envy with my classmates who have the car.Seriously, I WANT A CAR.Eventhough i do not have the license yet but i feel like want to tell them to stop showing,they are not showing off.Just me who feel unfortunate.So it is all my fault..Ok fine!!!

I have to go continue my duty as a student .see u again..babai

Saturday, 14 September 2013

hai second year


it has been a long time i haven't written anytim here.Juz wanna share a little things about my life .Actually,i'm just moved to a new room and now i stay at the single room which i never imagine it in my life before.The first experience kinda scary as i barely sleep but alhamdulillah everytim seems to be normal now.

Last week was the first week for my lecture session,and my heart leaps up because some of the classes had been cancelled.Such a heaven.

And for this second week,my battle will start.Pray for me ya

Thursday, 11 April 2013

one more night

one more night

then,,my life turns out to be a routine again...classess...tests...assgnment and bla bla bla...
opefully,,everytim gonna be ok

Wednesday, 10 April 2013

For you

It is for you.... the only hope




                                               "Only Hope"

There's a song that's inside of my soul
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold
But You sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands
and pray to be only Yours
I pray to be only Yours
I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars
Of Your galaxy dancing and laughing
and laughing again
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that You have for me over again

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope

I give You my destiny
I'm giving You all of me
I want Your symphony
Singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope




Getting inspired to write something here after i being silent for a long time.Sorry dear.I did not mean to ignore you at all.It is just that my life was totally busy with homeworks,assignments,tests n future final exam.
*sigh...In fact,i found a new hobby to release my tension.Instead of writing,i found myself happy shopping with my gurlfren.It is fun on how you are craving for something beautiful,glory n magnificient.And now i  know  the feeling and obsession that Rebecca   has in the Confession of Shopaholic.

Actually,it is not what i want to stress here.My topic today regarding the word helpless which define the feeling i feel when i do not have the courage to do anything.Easy words,i'm

Never come across in my mind that having a life as university student is so tough.And for sure i'm not  talking about the study as i know the level are getting damn difficult.It is about FRENSHIP ladies and gentlemen.A bond that everybody has in this world. Your life will not complete without a word of FRIEND

To make this simple,let me tell you clearly about my real problem actually.I have hundreds perhaps thousands of friends in this world.From primary to secondary to matriculation and until today at university.As long as i befriended them,.i have no problem at all We built our trust and never betrayed each other to strengthen this bond.But living in this university is totally absurd.Not all friend can be trusted.Some of them are fake.In front of us,they show us a good manner but behind us the talked the bad things about us.One more thing,i hate when they criticize my belongings.Hallo!!!who are you to judge me.To judge what i have or what i wear.Seroiusly,you have no right to do so.Who you think you are??Don't tell me that you are jealous just because you cannot have one like mine.

Maybe,i'm just being quite.It is not because i am a coward.I do not want to fight  because of small things ya.Come on.We are an university student,and stop being a child.It is totally ashamed you know.
Sometimes, i feel that every drop of tears rolling down my cheek of missing you is useless.You never know it.You just want to care of your pride only.But have you ever think the pride of your friemds that you should care of??

I know,it is a waste for me to write here as you will never read this.At least i'm feeling satisfied.Thats important.

i'm helpless to tell you how i feel when you talk the bad things behind me
  i know it dear
i'm helpless to back up myself when you criticize my things
  it is because i do not want to hurt your feeling
i'm helpless to tell you everything that i do not satisfy with you

it is all helpless..and i hate when i become helpless...

Monday, 7 January 2013

meet with my busuk boy!!

hai awesome people!!!

i'm getting in mood to write something here.Suddenly,the image of this busuk boy come accrosss my mine.Meet with my busuk boy



I miss him damn much.So miss him.Its have been a long time we did not meet each other. Reminiscence the first day you came to this world,you are so small, beautiful, fragile.I do not have the courage to hold you on that time.I regret for that.On that time,i'm just look at you from far,but still i manage to fake a smile.I had waiting for you for a long time.When you were in your mom's tummy,i spoke to you  and i really hope you heard that.

When i got the news that your mom had delivered you safely,i thanks to Allah for bringing this precious price to my family.We really took a good care of you.From the first day till now.You had grown up tremendously.And one thing you have to know mr.harith afnan...that you are the apple of my eye.You have to believe that true fact.

Friday, 4 January 2013



don't ask me why it had been a long time i do not post anything here.Just one thing i want to share that i'm getting lazy lately.Seriously no kidding,I do not know what was happening but one thing i am so sure that i'm getting more lazy compare to my life at matriculation.At KMPK,every single second is precious.But here,,everybody was rilex and drags me to feel the same way just like them.Sumone pleaseeeee wake me up!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, 11 November 2012

my old friends of mine

Assalmualaikum awesome people

i realize that i do not update anything about my life for a long time.Well it is not because a future engineer(insyaALLAH) was overwhelmed by the hectic life,it is because of me that lazy to write.LOL.I know it is sounds stupid for a blogger to say that 'i am lazy to write' but i am still a normal person that have a couple of bad things that linger over me.

Actually,this post is totally about my friends or i can say that my old friends.Precisely,my friends of mine at mjsc pasir tumboh.I have seven awesome friends that we called us as 'Geng Kita' and we have our special song that is 'lagu kita'.

I do not know what was happened.Suddenly i miss all of them.Now,we are not close like before.There are boundaries between us.Distance separates us.When there was gathering,i am the one who was absence.I know that it was my fault but what else could i do.Whenever they held the reunion,i'll be at kuala lumpur.It is just like i am marked to not meet with them.Saddness overwhelms  me but i know that even we rarely meet each other,the meaning of true friendship is still in ourselves forever and ever.I miss all of you.