Sunday, 11 November 2012

my old friends of mine

Assalmualaikum awesome people

i realize that i do not update anything about my life for a long time.Well it is not because a future engineer(insyaALLAH) was overwhelmed by the hectic life,it is because of me that lazy to write.LOL.I know it is sounds stupid for a blogger to say that 'i am lazy to write' but i am still a normal person that have a couple of bad things that linger over me.

Actually,this post is totally about my friends or i can say that my old friends.Precisely,my friends of mine at mjsc pasir tumboh.I have seven awesome friends that we called us as 'Geng Kita' and we have our special song that is 'lagu kita'.

I do not know what was happened.Suddenly i miss all of them.Now,we are not close like before.There are boundaries between us.Distance separates us.When there was gathering,i am the one who was absence.I know that it was my fault but what else could i do.Whenever they held the reunion,i'll be at kuala lumpur.It is just like i am marked to not meet with them.Saddness overwhelms  me but i know that even we rarely meet each other,the meaning of true friendship is still in ourselves forever and ever.I miss all of you.


Thursday, 25 October 2012


since i believe that a picture is worth a thousand words,so i just update some of pictures that i captured last sunday  on syok'12,

with mina

OMG!!!awesome's girl stand by me

awesome's girl again

3 stooges

happy family

do i look 'ayu' here???ahakz

kinah and zaf

bile girls are taking picture


i do not know the function of balloon there

do i look like a caring mom??

krew syok'12

my mata mcam x men da

sweet syaza n nabil

do not know what to say

with kak fatih,,our ketua unit

the purple one is my roomate,yatt

my classmate,,are we awesome???ahakz

posing tepi tangga pon jadik la

lastly,,,syok oh!!!


Wednesday, 26 September 2012

3 things i miss the most


This morning,in english class,Mr.Sergio Saude asked us about three things you miss the most when you came to university,,i miss a lot of people and things right now.Seriously,if i get the chance to get back home right now,i will do it with no hesitate.Unfortunately, when i thinking it once again taking bus to Kelantan is about 12 hours plus plus...So tiring.It is not worth it for me to waste my money and my energy  back to my lovely hometown.Therefore,i'll just wait,wait and wait.Waiting for a precious time for my mid sem break to back to my hometown.

Back to the story,,he asked about three things i miss the most.Honestly,i will tell him that i miss this three things because this things is the matters that made me became of who i am today.Three things are my life at home,my school life and my life when i was working.I know this three things are three different times in my life.

Firstly about my life at home.I miss everything about my home.The surrounding,kampung scenery.the scent there is sooooo fresh and so fascinating that you can not get it from any city in this world.Other than that,i miss my mom's dishes.I love everything that my mother made.From 'gulai ketam' to 'sambal ikan tawar' and from 'gulai udang' to 'ayam paprik'.So miss them.My family,i miss my them especially harith afnan my lovely nephew.He is growing up tremendously.

Secondly,is my school life.I miss my primary school as  i start to learn who is my friends.Then, at secondary school,i mingled with everyone and when i was in matriculation,i tried to blend myself with anyone that comes from different state,races and religions.So exciting

Then,my life when working was totally a bliss.I worked with no pressure and i had to do the jobs that i never learnt it when i was in my school.Totally challenging as i have to learn a new things at a short time plus i got scolded by my boss.The moment that i will not forget.Precious one.

To mek and ayah


this song has a deep meaning and i dedicate this to my lovely parents,,,i love both of you damn much..

  "When I Look At You"

Everybody needs inspiration
Everybody needs a song
A beautiful melody
When the nights are long
'cause there is no guarantee
That this life is easy
Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
When I look at you
I see forgiveness
I see the truth
You love me for who I am
Like the stars hold the moon
Right there where they belong
And I know I'm not alone
Yeah when my world is falling apart
When there's no light
To break up the dark
That's when I, I
I look at you
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me
Just like kaleidoscope colors that cover me
All I need
Every breath that I breathe
Don't you know you're beautiful
Yeah yeah
When the waves are flooding the shore
And I can't find my way home any more
That's when I, I
I look at you
I look at you
You appear just like a dream to me

Monday, 24 September 2012

debate times

hello awesome people!!!!

actually last weekend was a tired weekend for me.So tired till i do not have a quality time to finish my homework.I tried  my hardest to finish it or at least manage to do 2 or 3 questions. Unfortunately,the tiredness really overwhelm me so much.LOL.

And yupp!! title of this post already show you the reason for my frantic life last weekend.The debate things really turns my life into a chaos.At first,none of my senses  allowed me to join this competition as my laziness turns up to participate in any occasion.Then,i got a call from my friend request me to replace her for 'Deputy vice chancellor's debate' on Saturday.I got a phone call on Thursday night.Without thinking too much,i accept her request.Then,the next day i spent almost 6 hours in front of my lappy searching any useful in formations that can be used on that day.I never experience of sitting in front of your laptop,doing your job more than two hours.It really makes me crazy.Sleepy plus with boring seized me on that moment.

On the day of battle,my group really did our best and we manage to defeat one group only and the other two  battle,we lost unfortunately.Even we lost for two times,we still manage to feel happy you know.We were not dissapointed because we knew that what the most crucial thing at that moment was experience.At least ,we knew the strategy when you doing your debate.

Then,we were one of the teams that manage to 'suku akhir' and we lost again..At least,we lost in dignity as we only took about twenty minutes to search in formations from internet,generate our own ideas about that topics and we were not fully prepare as we did not expect our team to 'suku akhir',lol

Out of sudden,i got massage telling me that i am entitled as top 5 debater.Whoa!!!a great achievement for

till here,,

p/s; i do not capture any pictures on that day.such a waste i guess,,,

Monday, 10 September 2012

acceptance and tolerance

until now,,,,

i really learn the differences between that two magical words..

acceptance is the way on how you 100% accept one's opinion about an issue with no doubt.simply words i could say that will be no argument


tolerance is the way on how you still tolerate about one's opinion but you still have your own ideas to tell.There is still a doubt there

Friday, 31 August 2012

Farewell and goodbye

Farewell is beautiful
A glimpse into the future
Farewell is wonderful
It sets for Adventure

Goodbye is sad
A dive into the past
Goodbye is hard
It memories cast

For old faces must go
Yet new places to go

A chapter opened
And a chapter closed

O Farewell O farewell
How nice if I could tomorrow tell

O Goodbye O goodbye
In thou sweet memories lie

For us you take backward
And make to the past hold
Farewell a' forward
To face the future bold

And today
Yes verily day
With feelings set at bay
These very words I say

Farewell and goodbye
Goodbye and farewell

I say with pleasure and pain
Yes with tears
With grief and joy
Tears of grief and joy 

dealing with nervous


nervous overwhelm me right fingers start to tremble in anxious.thinking about everything i have to face really freaks me out.i do not no on how to express my  feeling right now as it is out of my expertise.Supposedly,i should ready myself 100% with no doubt.But there is still mess plays in my mind telling me to feel nervous.No,,i should not let that absurd whispers play in my mind.I should get rid of that right now........Right now Azliana!!!.No delay

Azliana,you should be brave.You are already a  big girl you now.Believe in yourself that you can survive there.As long as you perform your salah with no miss and never forget to recite any surah in Holy Quran everything gonna be alright.Ensure that your sole mission there is to achieve victory in your life so that everyone around you will fake a smile seeing you on graduation day.Avoid yourself from any disturbance that will interfere and cease you to achieve victory.Do not easily get influenced.When you want to do any nonsense things,you should thinking about your lovely parents.Will still be a joy in their eyes seeing you down.I know that you can not stand seeing the agony in their eyes.

Remember Allah always Azliana.Never negligate Him.Be A good devoter.What He had bestowed to you is something that He  planned to you.He do not give what you need but He gives what you want.You pray to Him to give the best things to you and what you have right now maybe a best thing ever.The complications that you have is something that He knows that you can resist it.

Your journey is still long.Many things you have to face.Not just only at UTM.

Brace yourself for goodbye.It is all what you have to do.The first moment maybe quite difficult for you as you have to miss your family.Promise me Azliana that no tears on that day.Do as usual.Thinking that this leave is not a permanent one.Just temporary.Also,thinking that this battle should be together with a victory...You are not a loser.

Azliana, you are writing this at 12.50 on 1 sept 2012.This is your promise..Better fulfill it

till here..

Tuesday, 14 August 2012

bliss moments during hari raya.

Salam uolls

Seriously, my heart trembles with excitement because  i'll back toKelantan today!!,i am not a good writer.Thus,i could not find appropriate words to express my feeling right now. When i write this entry,my lappy blaring with raya song.Absolute joy.

Another 3 days,we'll celebrating HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

The true facts about HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI

On the night before Hari Raya,i'll give a helping hand to prepare some foods for Hari Raya.My beloved mom,loves to cook some of mouth watering foods for that day.Usually,she'll cook nasi dagang,homemade nasi kapit,gulai ayam as we'll ate it with roti jala and so many more.For the first on this Hari Raya,she promises us to bake a cake.What kind of cake still be a mystery.We'll know it soon.And not forgetting ,we''ll switch on the radio and listen to lagu


After waking up,my mom and my father we'll perform solat sunat hari raya at masjid.It is the must for them to do so every year.While my sisters and i only perform it when we're 'berkesempatan'.It reminiscence me of how grateful we are after we'll able to accomplish our fasting time with a victory.It also reminiscence me of how lucky we are to have a good life.We  still manage to celebrate this Hari Raya with a new attires,a new sandals or simply we  could say everything on Hari Raya  will be a  new one.How about the citizen of Somalia??Do they have water to drink?a delicious food to eat?a new cloth to wear?Poor them.Supposedly we should grateful with all that we have.Not complaining  about these and these.Gratitude to ALLAH that  bestows  us with a good life.Alhamdulillah we are born as  a Muslim and He had chose us to be in His Paradise.How magnificent our life will be if we are in Paradise. Imagining ourselves sitting on a soft cushion near a waterfall and there is river flowing underneath us..Awesome.

Lets back to my story then.After performing solat sunat hari raya,we'll visit our close relatives and neigbours.On that day,we really implement a good bond of community i back to home,my sisters and brothers start to distribute' duit raya ' to my niece and nephew.Well it is including me by the way.As i am the youngest in my family,i got large amount of duit raya.Yeay!!..I'll take them with no hesitate.
Then,photography time!!
The moment that i waiting for.This is couple of pictures that i took on last hari raya

watie,  ira and me
my happy family

my sisters and i

with my lovely parents

The night,we'll make barbecue!!Hooray!!So much fun.It is not the food that we really matter but the  moment we're being together 'bakar ayam,ikan and etc' will be a precious moment in our life.That night also we do not need any disturbance from 'kanak-kanak ribena'.So,my brother in law will buy a stalk of 'bunga api for them to play

It is all that i can describe about my Hari Raya time.It is simple but unforgettable.All i can say ALHAMDULILLAH. Last but not least,just want to wish you

  till here,                                    

Thursday, 9 August 2012



I don't know why i am too nostalgic right know,but surely i really miss friends of mine.More than that,it makes me become more helpless as  i 'have to' miss them .I couldn't  imagine a life without a friend.Will it become a joy  ??

As i reminiscence the memories with them makes me laugh till i cry.We did a lot of 'things' together.From a primary school till i attend the college.What hurting me so much is i do not 'too' remember my sweet      memories when i was in primary school.There are still couple of  memories  that still breathing in my mind.I still remember the moment we ate 'laksa penang' together after the school time.Ii was awesome!! We'll make it as a routine and the laksa penang is absolutely marvellos.I also remember when we held the 'jamuan'.Every single person will bring their own foods.So many foods as i remember.There are bihun,agar-agar and so many more.Not forgetting the balloons  and candies.To make it more interesting  we will sit in a long row from one class to entire class.So much fun.

F0r my high school
We did many crazy things.From form one till form three,i attended MJSC PASIR TUMBOH.During this time,we really becoming true Kelantanese.All of us there are pure Kelatanese.Thus.there is not much change of lifestyle there as we speak 'loghat kelate' with no interference of outsider.Everywhere we go,we'll speak kelate even with our MJSC Pasir Tumboh  marks thousand memories in my mind.At pasir tumboh,we now what is true friendship means.At pasir tumboh,we learn on how to respect the teachers. At pasir tumboh  we learn on how to be survive without the help from our family.At pasir tumboh becoming a point for us to learn the meaning of independent

batch 09-10 at MJSC PENGKALAN CHEPA will be the greatest batch in history.Here,we have such a great competition.Everybody competes to be the best to achieve a good result as a good result will promise you a bright future.Seriousness overwhelm us and no more fooling around. Every single second is tough?? .Here we study very hard to appease everyone including our teachers and parents.The moment i got scolded by Biology's teacher,cikgu Suhaila as i did not finish my homework will be  unforgettable moment in my life.Tears rolling down my face.At first it really bugging me because not only me that do not finish homework.There is stiil couple of my friends that do it so.Why she chose me??Am i the chosen one.Like i am marked to get scolded on that,But now i realize that she scolded me because she wanted me to gain victory in my life,Alhamduliilah,Finally i manage to get A minus in cikgu.

Then i becoming 'anak perantauan'  as i went to KOLEJ MATRIKULASI PERAK.So far away  from my homwtown.Luckily i had such a good companies,Niney and,The double N.Then there,I befriended with many people from any state,Johor,Perak.KL. and so many more.You know,the competition here is extra superb.Can you imagine,we have to finish our syllabus only in one year.To make it more fantastic,we need to compete with Chinese.Whoa!!all i can say  the life there is totally killing.

Finally,my ultimate battle will be at UNIVERSITY TEKNOLOGI MALAYSIA.
I do not on how to live there.It bewilders me till now.Scare and happy.Hopefully i can survive there.Take evrything as a challlange

till here,,,

GENG KITA mantoppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



btw,,entry 2day nak cite sket sal GENG KITE nie,,,,haha,,sebenrnye geng nie d tubuhkan,,acece,,macam pertubuhan rasmi plop,,,ciap ade tarikh penubuhan lgy,,,x de la,,sbnr nye kite org attending e same scol pd thun 2006 till 2008,,,kat MRSM PT,group kite org nie terdiri drp 8 org dat is FAZLEEN,ADILAH,AZRIN,FATIN,ATHIRAH,FAUZAH,BALQIS n me AZLIANA,,hehe,,mc lyn,,one of our grup dah buat entry psal geng kita nie tp aq nak tmbah sket2 la

actually,,kite org x la ade precise name for our grup btw,,,,entah macam mane nama nie buleh timbul aq x sure la,n paling mantop sekali kan,,,grup nie ciap ade lagu lagi,,,LAGU KITA,,ala lagu AIZAT tue kan,,,hehe,,,

masa kat PT la moment paling bez dalam idup setakat nie la,,,,sebb nye kat PT kan kite org nie gile2 sket,,,haha,,,kalau bab karaoke nie kite org la champion,,,,bayangkan balqis tue ciap ade buku lagu lagi untuk kite orunk nyanyi,,haha,,pagi2 b4 p scol dah start memekak,,,habis tension suma junior2 kat bilik sebelah,,hehe,,

tue,,baru masuk bab menyanyi,,x masuk bab ngorat ustaz atau pown abg2 hensem yg dtg kat PT yg jadik iman solat terawih,,haha,,,bab nie aq nak cite sket psal sorg student UM nilam puri,,nama nya AZUHAN,,die nie yg jadik iman solat terawih kat scol kite org la,,die nie x de la hensem sngt pown,.,tp ade la rupa,,,kalau bndingkn ngan TAYLOR LAUTNER aq tue,,,,1000x lebih hensem TAYLOR LAUTNER,,hehe,,,x abih2 la ngan TWILIGHT,,okeh,,back to AZUHAN  nie kan,,,dalam grup kite orunk FAUZAH aka  POJAH nie la yg minat gile kat AZUHAN tue,,hehe,,,ciap selalu jadik stalker masa bukak puasa,,kan AZUHAN tue berbuka satu ds ngan kite org so,,kite org pown selalu la curi2 intai,,haha,,,n peristiwa paling lucu pulak mase hari last AZUHAN kat pt,,hehe,,,sngup la p sembhyang subuh kat surau semata2 nk dgr kuliah subuh terakhir die walau pown sblum nie jarang p smbhyang subuh kat surau kan

nie bab jalan2 cari makan pulak,,,,kite orunk time weekend,,jumaat malam tue,,kite org akan spend duit dalam rm5 tuk membeli kat kafe luar,,hehe,,,selalu la order nasik goreng paprik la,,mee goreng basah la n bnyak la lgy,,hehe,,,ciap ade yg berdating,,,,tp bukn aq la,,,

tue la sedikit sebnyak cerita psal GENG KITA nie,,kalau nak crite suma psal kite org nie memg x abis la kot,,hehe,,bnyak sngt kerenah kite org,,hehe,,tp kite org akan sentiasa kawan,,,bab kata mat salleh fren 4ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!haha

jom aq perkenalkan ahli group kami,,,hehe








n most importantly is
azliana,,aq la ni,,hehe

mase hari last kite org bersama,,seingat aq masa kika la,,,aq nie dgn baik hati nye menyedekahkan cadar ku kepada mek tin ngan beqih untuk mencanting memories kite orunk kat cadar aq,,so aq pown snap la couples of pic,,tngok ye


nie pulak aq nak merakamkan gambar2 yg kite orunk ambek mase kite org bersama,,,,


                                                   COMEL KAN KITE ORG?????